The day is here. Tomorrow morning I walk across that stage and get my diploma. I can't even fathom it still. Biola is a closed chapter in my life (minus student teaching). My friends will move home, my housemates will move out and new ones will move in, and real life will begin.
I am excited and anxious for tomorrow but also really sad too. I can't wait to see everyone.
Friday, May 28, 2010
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Mother's Day Weekend.
3 weeks until graduation. This is getting hard for me. I am trying to savor it but it is so hard. I am really getting upset about the fact that the "best days of my life" are about to be behind me. What other time in my life will all my friends be around like this? We will all get real jobs and real lives and make new friends. All great things, but this chapter is closing, and that is hard for me.
Anyways, this weekend, I ate BBQ ribs every day (I. feel. disgusting.). Friday night was Biola's senior dinner. Got to sit with all my favorites. Saturday was Alex's bridal shower! Lindsey's was last weekend and they both were so fun. Can't wait to see those girls get marrried. Saturday night was the last college group hang out before graduation, where we played a hilarious game of fishbowl. Today was church and then I went to see my Grandma, Aunts, and Uncles, which was awesome. Then I went to Disneyland and spent some time with me cousins, which was so great too. I love family.
Now I am laying in bed, trying to process a lot of stuff. I hate how my emotions don't let me feel things until way later in life. One hint of that scent and I am dealing with things from 2 and a half years ago. Perfect timing. (sarcasm).
I think I am sick cause I am not feeling too hot. Dang. Almost made it the whole semester without being sick. This is a HUGE accomplishment seeing as how I spent every morning with Kindergartners this semester.
Anyways, it will be interesting/sad/bittersweet to see how these next 3 weeks go. God is so good to me though and I can't believe I got to spend 4 glorious years at Biola. I wouldn't trade that for anything.
Anyways, this weekend, I ate BBQ ribs every day (I. feel. disgusting.). Friday night was Biola's senior dinner. Got to sit with all my favorites. Saturday was Alex's bridal shower! Lindsey's was last weekend and they both were so fun. Can't wait to see those girls get marrried. Saturday night was the last college group hang out before graduation, where we played a hilarious game of fishbowl. Today was church and then I went to see my Grandma, Aunts, and Uncles, which was awesome. Then I went to Disneyland and spent some time with me cousins, which was so great too. I love family.
Now I am laying in bed, trying to process a lot of stuff. I hate how my emotions don't let me feel things until way later in life. One hint of that scent and I am dealing with things from 2 and a half years ago. Perfect timing. (sarcasm).
I think I am sick cause I am not feeling too hot. Dang. Almost made it the whole semester without being sick. This is a HUGE accomplishment seeing as how I spent every morning with Kindergartners this semester.
Anyways, it will be interesting/sad/bittersweet to see how these next 3 weeks go. God is so good to me though and I can't believe I got to spend 4 glorious years at Biola. I wouldn't trade that for anything.
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